Лучше ужасный конец, чем бесконечный ужас.
Thinking the whole day i decided. I did nothing really worth forgiving to anybody. However i should forgive myself for a lot of things. First of all for spending plenty of time of my life doing nothing. I lost 8-14 years in many different directions. Now it is hard to catch up. But to do it i must forgive myself for surviving and not living all this years. That's not much but enough for the topic.