Лучше ужасный конец, чем бесконечный ужас.
I wanted to tell about a weevil female who was boiling from inside but i helped her to recover. May be it was my mistake but my only love insisted on it. I gave her my good carma again so we almost changed places. But in my case everything is not so bad as it was in her. Soon will be ekadashi and i'll pass it.
Generally it was rather hard to wright this topic, because i don't like to mourn and let no one of my environment feel like that for a long time.